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I keep tellin myself that its not in my hands

(this seems outa my hand man)

 For losing you so....???

(this wasnt supposed to happen like this)

I look to the sky sometimes, just open your lips

(i dont think shes coming back this time)

 open your lips (not this time)

 Cuz every time I pick up a pen its all you

 and there beside me in my mirror, all i can see is us two

 pages turn so fast like all those pages do

 your words that bleed through

Get back in my arms and just hang in by my side

 losing all of you has left me dry

tell me where you run to and where do you hide

know youve never once left my mind

tell yourself im sorry for these things that ive done

oh tell yourself never seen that love that gone no

tell yourself its over now and not to run

just tell yourself im sorry for what ive done

Cuz every time I pick up a pen its all you

and there beside me in my mirror, all i can see is us two

pages turn so fast like all those pages do

your words that bleed through

Listen while Im talking , I dont do it too much

get a feeling that came between us

whatever happened to the way that it was

One thing I cant have is what I want

So excited its gonna end up this way

so excited that you would not stay

you wont be here by the end of my day

cuz i cant even listen to words that i say

but every time I pick up a pen its still you

and there beside me in my mirror, all i can see is us two

pages turn so fast like all those pages do

your words that bleed through

I swear you never really miss it till its half gone

then you tighten up your grip tryin to hold on

didnt really appreciate it when its in your arms

then you can relate to every word in your song

like was i wrong but i know im right

but in hindsight, I blame the limelight

maybe i just needed time to get my mind right

maybe we'll reconnect when the times right

Im trying to think about the causes

was i too bossy exactly where the fault is??

I was told to step in love with some caution

cuz love and shit is no difference in the darkness

but love is where the heart is

you can see the blood as its drippin through the gausses

So i guess I fell outa love with a smile and more love with applauses

And its quiet in my house

your silence is my home

and everything reminds me

that I am all alone

Its quiet where you used to be

and now that youre gone, theres not a sound ,theres not a word but a dark tone

well its quiet when im drinking

its quiet when i smoke

its___ when im eating, always I sleep all alone

its quiet now but louder than i sit still like a stone???

only from my dreams where you wont go

every time I pick a pen its all you

and there beside me in my mirror, all i can see is us two

pages turn so fast like all those pages do

your words that bleed through

dont pick up that pen, no i, all i say

dont look in the mirror, at all i am

the pages turn, the pages burn

and its all cuz of you

(it was tears that were soaking these pages,

words that left me bleedin and pleadin??)

How did i get in this perdigement???

was I influenced by the benefits

cuz i was hittin on so many chicks

lovin you and leavin you was the only cinnamon

but i guess i wasnt ready for ya

cuz im rubbin your feet ,cookin spaghetti for ya

takin you to parks winnin teddys for ya

but in my heart im thinkin theres someone better for ya

but my hearts like 'no not this again'

cut it out black, you know how this will end

and i swear i really was listenin

but my dick was yellin and my heart was just whisperin

so you know who i listen to

that my hearts bitchin cuz hes miss you

got my eyes starin at some old flicks of you

when my nose swears that it can still smell the scent of you

and my soul cant dance who was meant for you???

losing myself now

ive been wondering, watching

ive been waiting so long

ive been talking, ive been listening

ive been playin my song

ive been hoping you'd would be leaving

honestly you're not

im not with you,

but i miss you...