Standard (EADGBE)

The past is a grotesque animal and in it's eyes you see

 how completely wrong you can be

 how completely wrong you can be

 the sun is out it melts the snow that fell yesterday

 makes you wonder why it bothered

i fell in love with the first cute girl that i met

 who could appreciate George Bataille

standing at a Swedish festival discussing the "story of the eye"

 discussing the "story of the eye"

it's so embarrassing to need someone like i do you

 how can i explain i need you here and not here too

 how can i explain i need you here and not here too

I'm flunking out i'm gone i'm just gone

 but at least i author my own disaster

 at least i author my own disaster

performance breakdown and i don't want to hear it

 i'm just not available

 things could be different but they're not

 things could be different but they're not

 the mousy girl screams "violence! violence!"

the mousy girl screams "violence! violence!"

 she gets hysterical

 cause they're both so mean and it's my favorite scene

 but the cruelty's so predictable it makes you sad on the stage

 though our love project has so much potential

but it's like we weren't made for this world

 though i wouldn't really want to meet someone who was

 do i have to scream in your face?

 i've been dodging lamps and vegetables

throw it all in my face

 i don't care

let's just have some fun

 let's tear this shit apart

let's tear the fucking house apart

 let's tear our fucking bodies apart

 but let's just have some fun

somehow you've red rovered the gestapo circling my heart

and nothing can defeat you no death no ugly world

you've lived so brightly you've altered everything

 i find myself searching for old selves

 while speeding forward through the plate glass of maturing cells

 i've played the unraveler the parhelion

 but even Apocalypse is fleeting there's no death no ugly world

 sometimes i wonder if you're mythologizing me like i do you

 mythologizing me like i do you

 we want our film to be beautiful not realistic

 perceive me in the radiance of terror dreams

 and you can betray me

 you can

you can betray me

but teach me something wonderful

 crown my head crowd my head with your lilting effects

project your fears on to me i need to view them

see there's nothing to them

 i promise you there's nothing to them

 i'm so touched by your goodness you make me feel so criminal

 how do you keep it together? i'm all all unraveled

 but you know no matter where we are we're always touching by underground wires

i've explored you with the detachment of an analyst

 but most nights we've raided the same kingdoms

and none of our secrets are physical

 none of our secrets are physical

none of our secrets are physical now