Capo 3rd fret

Standard (EADGBE)

: x 0 x(6)5 5

x 0 x(5)5 5

E/Amaj7: 0 x 6 6 5 x

E/Aaug: 0 x 2 3 2 x

my heart became a drunken runt

on the day i sunk in this shunt

to tap me clean

of all the wonder

 and the sorrow i have seen

 since i left my home

my home on the old milk lake

 where the darkness does fall so fast

 it feels like some kind of mistake

 just like they told you it would

 just like they told you it would

when i came into my land

 i did not understand

 neither dry rot or the burn pile or the bark

beetle or the dry well

 or the black bale

 but there is another

 who is a little older

 when i broke my bone,

 he carried me up from the riverside

 to spend my life in spitting distance

 of the love that i have known

 i must stay here

 in an endless eveningtide

 and if you come and see me

 you'll upset the order

 you cannot come and see me

 for i set myself apart

 but when you come and see me

 in California

 you cross the border of my heart

 well, i have sown untidy furrows 'cross my soul

 but i am still a coward

 content to see my garden grow so sweet

 and full of someone else's flowers

 sometimes i can almost feel the power

 sometimes i am so in love with you

 like a little clock that trembles on the edge of the hour

 only ever calling out "cuck-oo, hoo-oo, hoo-oo"

 when i called you

 you little one

 in a bad way

 did you love me?

do you spite me?

time will tell

 if i can be well

 and rise to meet you rightly

when moving across my land

brandishing themselves like a burning branch

advance the tallow-colored, wall-eyed deer

quiet as gondoliers

 well, i wait all night for you in California

 watching the fox pick off my goldfish

 from their sorry, golden state

 and i am no longer afraid of anything

 save the life that here awaits

 i don't belong to anyone

 my heart is heavy as an oil drum

 and i don't want to be alone

 my heart is yellow as an ear of corn

 and i have torn my soul apart

 from pulling artlessly with fool commands

 some nights i just never go to sleep at all

 and i stand

 shaking in the doorway like a sentinel, all alone

 bracing like the bow upon a ship

 and fully abandoning

 any thought of anywhere but home

 my home

 sometimes i can almost feel the power

 and i do love you

 is it only timing that has made it such a dark hour

 only ever chiming out "cuck-oo, hoo-oo, hoo-oo"

my heart

 i wear you down

i know

 gotta think straight

keep a clean plate

keep from wearing down

if i lose my hay

 just where am i going to lay?

 for it has half who need to be hanging around

 Here among the Daphne blooming out of the big ground

 i'm a native too, but i'm overgrown

 i am sure my roots are near here as rich as rope

 here down

 in California