Standard (EADGBE)
Intro
Verse 1
i dont know if it was real or in a dream
lately waking up im not sure where ive been
there was a table set for six and five were there
i stood outside and kept my eyes upon that empty chair
there was steam on the windows from the kitchen
laughter like the language i once spoke with ease
but im made mute by the virtue of decision
i choose most of your life goes on without me
Chorus
oh the fear ive known
that i might reap the praise of strangers
and end up on my own
and all ive sown was a song
but maybe i was wrong
Verse 2
i said to you the one gift i'd adore
is a package of the next 10 years as they're unfolding
"package of the next 10 years unfolding"
but you told me if i had my way id be bored
and i knew enough to bless one of your scoldings
when we last talked we were lying on our backs
"lying on our backs"
looking up at the sky we were looking through the ceiling
"looking at the sky" "looking through the ceiling"
i used to lie like that alone out on the driveway
i was trying to read the greek upon the stars the alphabet of feeling
Chorus 2
oh i knew back then
it was a calling that said if joy then pain
the sound of the voice these years later
is still the same
Solo
verse 3 accapello
i am alone in a hotel room tonight
i squeeze the sky out but theres not a star appears
begin my studies with this paper and this pencil
and im working through the grammar of my fears
Chorus 3
oh mercy me what i won't give
"oh mercy save me"
to have the things that mean the most
not to be the things i'd miss
the unforgiving choice still is
"unforgiving
the language or the kiss
yes it is
thanks yall (obligatory)