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There's a weight over me today,
something I have to say,
love you too much to leave,
don't like you enough to stay.
My heads in a mess and I'm stressed
but i guess its a test in the quest for happiness
and the rest of that mess so i best just acquiesce
even though I've grown tired of you
And that ain't meant to sound spiteful - I'm just trying to be insightful
when I write all my emotions in the night all the stuff I try to fight
just comes out and the sad fact is I'm so tired of you
Love, its a weird thing ain't it?
There's no way to explain it, but I swear as well as pain
there should be joy but we sustain the same level of mundane
and its numbing me through
I often wonder if I'd miss you and have the urge to kiss you
if an issue was to hit through to this heart that now feels disused
and said issue was too big to just ignore
and i walked out on you
the chances are I'd fall apart and suffer seizures of the heart
as my chest begins to smart, the very second have to part
I want to go back to the start, but then again
maybe I'd just feel new
maybe I'd get my life on track and start to focus my attack
on all the things my life just lacks and start to claw my passion back
instead of living like a hack, half committed half relaxed,
I'd have nothing to lose
Chorus x2
I guess lately I've had too much time to think and yeah way too much drink
when paper meets the ink
over-thinking is the chink in my armour
that's just what I do.
And I've always been that way, forever questioning each day
and every plea that's made that maybe when I lay my busy
mind will make me prove by finding problems and reasons,
that might not even be true.
We got together so young, before our real lives had begun,
but flowers don't grow up as one, each finds its own way to the sun,
and that's exactly what we've done.
We've grown up separately too,
And for a few years now it's been the problem,
and these realisations, I wish that I could stop them,
but I've realised that love is all we have in common,
and deep down you know that's true.
But then surely that I'm still in love with you means there's something we can do
to get us through and to pursue a brand new point of view
on how this gap grew,
between me and you.
So there's a weight over me and I'd hate to have to leave
but in fate I don't believe and the state of you and me
isn't great as you can see...
so I'll keep thinking this through.